"Rural migrant worker, impoverished farmer. Born in the 1980s in Hebei, a mountain dweller. Currently employed as a senior engineer in the field of AV equipment in Kunshan City, Jiangsu Province.
The elders in my hometown all thought I got a good job in a reputable company. Word spread, and people came to my house, urging me to help their children get jobs in my company. However, when I told them that our company pays a fixed salary, doesn't provide meals or accommodation, doesn't pay based on output, and requires unpaid overtime every day, they left in despair.
Since childhood, I've been an idealistic person with big dreams. I aspired to become a scientist when I grew up, a dream yet to be fulfilled. After all, I'm just in my thirties, and I still haven't grown up.
My life is mediocre, my future uncertain, and my emotions empty. I lack societal recognition, live without goals, and am discontent with the impoverished life but don't know what to do.
In the past years, I've borne too much loneliness and sorrow. I've often lingered in a small inn across from the internet cafe, a place that brought me much sadness. I watched my beloved girl gradually disappear at the end of the inn, causing deep heartache."
农村外出务工人员，贫农。80年代出生于河北，山里人。目前在 江苏省 昆山市 任AV打马高级工程师一职。
父老乡亲都认为我进了个好公司，一传十十传百，不约而同的来到我家，托我把他家孩子介绍进我公司打工，但是我告诉他们我们公司是拿死工资、不包吃、不包住、不计件、天天无偿加班赶工后，他们就绝望的走了。
我从小我就是一个有远大理想的人，立志长大后当一名科学家，理想至今尚未实现，毕竟我才30多岁，还没长大。
我生活平庸、未来渺茫、感情空虚，不被社会认同。我生活没有目标，缺乏热情，不满于穷困潦倒的生活但又不知道该做点什么。
在过去的岁月里承载了太多孤独和悲伤，曾经多次在网吧对面的小旅馆驻足停留，这家小旅馆留给了我太多的悲伤；我目送心爱的女孩远去，渐渐消失在小旅馆尽头，痛彻心肺。